According to my snooping, I think my dad was in town yesterday and today to sign divorce papers and get his things. If that is the case, I have no idea whether or not I will contact him after the divorce is final. If I do, (because that was one of the conditions of him no longer being dead to me), there will have to be some ground rules. One of them being that I will not help him or his new family do jack shit.

Yesterday, when I was putting DD to bed, I almost started sobbing because my dad hasn’t even met her yet and she’s eight months old. As far as I know, he hasn’t even asked about her. I am conflicted. And sad.

On a different but same note, I am super grateful that DH is such a good man, husband, and father. It gives me great hope for the future.

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